You have to become aware that you are not the mind.
Only then can you be near me,
only then will the effort to leave and escape dissolve.
Otherwise you can find reasons to leave,
but those reasons will all be phoney.
The real reason will be this:
that you were not able to let light come in,
you were not able to let love come in
and destroy your mind and destroy your ego and give you a rebirth.